Saturday, February 19, 2011

14.


When I’m with
You
I feel connected
I am somebody
You are of
The same material
As me
Maybe if we try
Hard enough we
Can mix each other
Up and put us
Back together filling
The missing pieces with
Our own

13.


I feel sick
I need sleep
My heart aches
My foot aches
I’m complaining a lot
I imagine things
Aren’t there
They are there
I’m not there
I‘m lost
I can barely think
Eternal brain cell
Damage

12.


I’m sad
Magnets changing
Charges
Negative feelings
Positive outlook
Doubt enters
My heart my
Soul
It changes me
From happy to needy
From independence
To bondage
Sleep into me and
Fill me

11.


Darkness brought
The light
Epiphany sacred
Scared pressure
Pressure in my head
Blood poisoned mind
Creased and the
Future as certain
As the darkness
Is this true?
Will it be true?

10.


The collateral for love
Is free time
The collateral for friendship
Is free time
The collateral for work
Is free time
To be successful
Is to be a slave
To be lonely is
To be imprisoned
The door is shut

9.


Scream of conscience
A stream of fluid rising
Rise up return to the
Free form
The large blood of sky
Enveloped in blue paint
Continue

8.


Recreate the past
So it is okay to banish it
Forever
Never
Haunted again
Bad nightmares no more
Such a good feeling
Feelings are fleeting
But not this one
Hopefully but
Doubt is not productive
At this moment
Lets live for the
Past while forgetting
What happened
Not Knowing anything
Loss of senses
But feeling okay
Completely numb
And full of feeling
All in two moments
One is now one is later

7.


I’m in love with a girl who
Knows my name
It is sad
I am sad
Love is happy

6.


Why can’t people fall in love like
They used to
Because they were never
Used to love

5.


Work is pissing on my dog
My dog is pissing on a lamp

4.


I want to gain lots of weight
I want to join a wrestling team
And be sponsored by McDonalds and
Lose every game on purpose as
An act of defiance towards
Chain establishments
I actually don’t want to do this
I just enjoy that it could be done
This poem is over

3.


Impossible!

2.


La La La
Writing writing writing
Singing a song
But writing and not singing
I don’t even feel like singing
Singing randomly in public is weird
I’m weird
If you’re not weird
You are not worth knowing
That was a weird thing to say
Do I know what I’m talking about
Yes and no
No and yes
Yes is a feeling of pessimistic
Optimism
Optimism is so pessimistic
I’m pessimistic
But I am optimistic in
My pessimistic tendencies
What am I talking about
I’m talking to you

1.


George said we were walking all night
I don’t remember
Oh wait, I do remember
There it goes
Again lost forever
But is forever ever enough
Connected continued complimentary
Work never seemed as easy
Or as hard
Hard is just an adjective
To be said only after some
Other part of speech
With or without meaning
It means a lot to me
To me hard is the epitome
Of a large tank of words
To use with nouns
Conscious in the head
Subconscious in the mind
Brought into the open by you
And others who force natural
Things into the unnatural
Universe